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Has anybody ever told you I was very concerned about the distance?

Everytime I wake up in the morning, I look beside me you're not there ... and it gets me down real bad...
They say that it couldnt last, it's "out of sight, out of mind"... And I did wonder this over and over.
But absence makes the heart growns fonder.
This is probably why lovers who are apart spend most of their time thinking about each other.
What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined to strengthen each other ... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories.
And ever has it been known that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation. Distance doesn't matter if you really love the person, what matters most is your honesty and trust for this relationship to work out...
Missing you gets easier everyday because even though I'm one day further from the last time I saw you, i'm one day closer to the next time I will... When I miss you, sometimes I listen to music or look at pictures of you, not to remind me of you but to make me feel as if I'm with you. It makes me forget the distance and capture you. And if you think missing me is hard, you should try missing you !

What else matters?

You aren't going to be his first, last or his only. he's loved before, he will again. but if he loves you now, what else matters? he's not perfect. you aren't either. the two of you will never be perfect but if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to him and give him the most you can. he is not going to quote poetry, he's not going to be thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. don't hurt him, don't change him, don't expect more than he can give. try not to over-analyze. smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad and miss him when he's not there.

PS: this entry I dedicate to my dears: Elaine and Adrian.

He said ... "that's her"

The man that I am having and waiting for is the one:

-who texts me everyday, asks where I am and how I am
-who calls me back when I hang up on him
-who lies on bed with me and listens to my heartbeats
-who stopped pushing in when I said Im hurt
-who stays awake just to watch me sleep
-who kisses my forehead
-who wants to show me off to the world
-who holds my hands and kisses me in front of his friends
-who thinks im pretty without any makeup and nails color
-who constantly reminds me of how much he cares of me and how lucky he is to have ME
-who wants me to be his so badly
-who says Im the one that is destined for him
-who says Im his everything
-THE ONE THAT TURNS TO HIS FRIENDS AND SAYS, "THAT'S HER"

I miss you

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control.

U might have wondered why I'd never counted our anniversaries, even when we were in high school, right? :). Everything has its own reason. I didnt see no point of counting it. You might think Im lack of confidence or I do not trust in the everlasting relationship we are in. No babe. If a person loves another person, truly; there wont be a day that they dont love each other anymore. They are just not seeing each other any longer.

People say there is only once time we are truly in love, the rest is just feeling that similars with love. I didnt believe it. But Im getting to realise how true it is...

The time we have been with each other is countless, the memories we have with each other is priceless.
And my love for you is just ... endless.

The greatest pride in life reviving from failure

1. The greatest enemy in life is the self

2. The greatest ignorance in life is deceit

3. The greatest failure in life is narcissism

4. The greatest tragedy in life is jealousy

5. The greatest fault in life is to lose oneself

6. The greatest crime in life is disloyalty to parents

7. The greatest pity in life in self-depreciation

8. The greatest pride in life reviving from failure

9. The greatest bankruptcy in life is hopelessness

10. The greatest wealth in life is health and wisdom

11. The greatest debts in life is owing love

12. The greatest gift in life is acceptance and forgiveness

13. The greatest shortcoming in life is lack of awareness

14. The greatest console in life is endowment and charity

From Buddist

Life without music background

[me helping a disability child]

Im having a hard time right now, felt like I was wrong in making decision
But...
Life is full of beauty
Notice it.
Notice the flowers, the little child, the smiling faces
Feel the wind.
And smell the rain.
Can you feel it? Can you feel the peace inside of you?
Can you feel what a wonderful life you are living?
Live your life with the fullest power.
Fight for your dreams.
Laugh as much as you breath.
Love as much as you can.
And at the end, you will see ...

Why are you here?

"You're not meant for a place like this.

Get away while you can, people like you and I don’t end up living very long..."

Car?

Dear hideout,

Mom called me up just now.

"Sweetheart, do you want a car for your birthday?"

I was like, Mom aint you talking about a CAR or a CANDY :|

Speechless man.

Uhm, but I said no. I havent had a license yet and Im not confident in driving a car and I dont wanna work my ass out then spend all my salaries on car's expenses. And the main reason is I wanna buy it myself, like Adrian did :)

Btw, could u please stop offering me any goods Mom? >.<. Though I want to make u proud by doin staff by myself but it is getting hard to say NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Oh la la

Soooooo, 3 more weeks left and no more school to go :x. Gotta have my very first certificate in AUS hihi. 1 more year to go for Barchelor ... And Im officially graduated. My babe needs 4 years (crap hix)

No school ... Meaning unable to meet up with all my dears often anymore :(. That part makes me sad the most. I will find the way to meet u all up anyway since we hang out a lot now, why on earth we can not later on? Right >:)

So here is the plan after school:
1. Working incredibly hard to earn money for, perhaps going back to Vietnam to see Mom (she said she's happy to pay for the ticket but i refused :) ), perhaps staying here earn some more money than go travelling around the world before struggling with Barchelor.

2. Party very hard!!! Start with Adrian and Zin's birthday parties XD. Cant wait babe, cant wait ... Wonder what Michelle's gonna do for Zin XD

Seriously, I really wanna go back home for a month now. Home is the place, you growing up wanting to leave and growing old wanting to get back to. I only can find peace when Im at home (boredom as well). But since I havent seen my Mom for a year and my babe maybe go back too, I would kill for being home then!!!

Speaking of my Mom, I miss her hell lots now ... Due to a very busy business they are handling (Dad just extands one more business), Mom and Dad do not have time to talk to me... We talked just 2 weeks ago since I dont have job and is currently out of money, have no other way but to ask Mom for money. Feel so ashame hixhix. Months ago, they are just so confused and frustrated when I had refused taking their money and went to work myself, that's why Dad seems happy when I asked for assisstance nw :). Dad doesnt want me to work (still). He's afraid I will be tired due to working and studying at the same time. Come on Dad! Kiss ur little girl goodbye. Im 20 years old now Daddy, this is my turn to take care of you lah.

Let's see ;)

Crazy 4!!!

There is no word for me to express how I did feel today :X

I was kinda bored since last night clubbing was more than hell to me. Lack of sleeping and retained boredom...

Wake up at 2pm by Zin's call. Taking shower rushly, getting change and Im out of the door again :))
Get into the car with all my dearest friends, they all said hi and asked stuff, man what on earth can be happier than that. Then we all head to the beach, ice skating was waiting for us woo hoo :)). but then too many ppl around the skating area made us lost interest since no one knows how to ice-skate probably and we dont want to lose any fingers :))

Then we had to find the place to park the car. That was so funny when Adrian search on GPS: " Car park in bondi BEACH". LMAO. It's not google search and he put on so many words =))))))). Poor babe, ur brain must be really tired :)). Perhaps, Zin and Mich shouted at him so much today hoho

The weather was quite nice today. And the beach was just awesome!!! We drawing we dancing we taking pictures we recording we shouting. Everything is just awesome!!! And me ruined it by pissed off =.='. Man, but that was quite not cool since ur ass is full of sand and water...

Anyway, we headed to Macquire Center for ice skating (back to the main point hoho). I kinda like it XD. That was fun too. Since Im a sport girl so that i catch up quite fast. And luckily I didnt fall at all and skated with hand off the bench hihihi. Unfortunately, babe Adrian got serious injury by kissing the floor with his face. I was not there at that time, didnt know what happened till Elaine came up with watery eyes... I was like OMG and we run to him. Adrian had gone into the male toilet for clean up the bleeding face. And he was in there ALONE! Shit man, I dont care it's male toilet man, my friend got hurt and i didnt even see him... Luckily, there is no teeth gone, just only lips-bleeded and forehead hurt phewww

We went to medical check later on to make sure that nothing is wrong with his brain. And when everything is fine. All headed to city for karaoke ... again XD.

End of a day.Tired. Cold. And fun.

I have to go to sleep now or else I could not wake up tmr to do the site map for the afternoon-due-assignment.

Good night to you ~

Good night to my love. I love you :*

L.O.V.E

Once again, we fight. Once again, we tie...

Day passed by and I surprisingly realise what the power of love can do.
When you love someone, you can never let go.
When you love someone, your own problem or your own pain is just nothing compare to theirs.
When you love someone, you can do anything to make your other half smile.
As simple as it.

I hope you would find love somewhere.

And me, I found my love already, so I only have to back with my lovely assignments hohoho

Ciao ~ (learnt from Mich :D)

All good things come to an end...

Sounds sad, isnt it?