Another year is going away. I was experiencing a horrible day today and felt completely empty and hopeless when I got home this evening. First thing I did was to have a little text with my boyfriend, sharing is caring (lol hope he wont get annoyed because of too much sharing). Then I spent time on thinking. I looked back. Then I came up with listing the most joyful things that keep me on feeling alive.
1. Answering the phone with smile on my face and happy voice.
2. My manager seats next to me holding my hands while I feel terribbly scared.
3. Dealing with ridiculous jackass on the phone, putting them on hold, then swearing #$%^&*&.
4. Getting back to them and keep on being nice.
5. They say thanks to me and happily hang up (most unlikely to happen).
6. When I talk to my admirer - Andi and learn nice new things :).
7. Buddying up with my co-workers and received positive feedbacks.
8. Going to work and knowing that Im going to have fun because Im working with awesome people.
9. Everything about the beach.
10. Crying with Canon when I wanna cry.
11. Making beautiful and tasty coffee.
12. Eating good food.
13. Cooking my own dinner and thinking like: "omg, did I just make those food!! That was delicious"
14. Akon and BEP when taking shower.
15. Harry Potter and Milk Tea.
16. Raining and a cup of coffee or hot tea under the blanket.
17. Watching a movie and feel like Im living on it.
18. Waking up really late after a hell of crazy night.
19. Having No work muahaha
20. Making a dog scared of me.
21. Singing with my highest tone lol
22. Going insane.
23. Laughing for no reason.
24. People think Im crazily mad.
25. Then laughing at them.
26. Thinking about the same thing, looking at each other and brusting into laughing without saying a word.
27. Making people laugh!!!
28. Dancing like noone's watching.
29. Thinking less and just do it!
30. Living without planning. Predictable things are boring.
31. New clothes.
32. Dress up.
33. Feeling pretty.
34. Smelling good and knowing it.
35. Being happy and feeling endlessly high.
36. Taking nice pictures.
37. Ice-creammmmmmmm
38. Seeing the one I love.
39. Feeling loved.
40. Having presents!!!
41. Hearing the song I love for after a long time.
42. Turn on my music and my roomates like it too.
43. Making eye contact and receiving one back and smileeeee.
44. Reading or hearing something really beautiful.
45. Peeing after holding a long time.
46. Taking a bath.
47. Knowing Im not the only one.
48. Doing well in the exam.
49. Observing others going crazy on the deadline day hehe.
50. Knowing something that no else does.
51. Feeling special.
52. Being the *Best*
53. People I dont remember recognizing me.
54. Having loads of money.
55. Going home.
56. People calling at midnight to wish me a happy birthday
57. Sweet text :">
58. People coming over without noticing.
59. Surprised party - planning or having one.
60. Getting drunk.
61. Knowing I did the right things.
62. Doing something special and nice to my boyfriend.
63. Being wicked.
64. Going to school, seeing friends, chatting and sleeping in class.
65. Being in the car with music on.
66. Night drive.
67. Kissing.
68. About to leave and the other was like "no hug?"
69. Going to my friend's house and feeling like Im at my house.
70. Feeling like my friend's moms are also my mom.
71. Surprising my mom with nice present for her.
72. Being with my boyfriend.
73. Sleeping with my boyfriend.
74. Hands in hands with him.
75. Taking pictures together.
76. Teasing my brother.
77. Facebooking with A2 and just letting memories recall.
78. Be myself.
