One more chance

So finally we had a break... You have no idea how much I miss you and how craving I am to get to see your face. Now we're separated and I have lots of time to reflect myself. I think I was full of shit. I think I got it all wrong. Baby I'm sorry. I'm sorry for constantly ignoring your stress at work, but still expecting you to work on me, to chase me. Instead of coming to you and giving you affections. I'm aware that you're sick of dealing with my childishness and of me not trusting you. But baby, give me some loves, look for me, don't lie and hide things from me. I would never do that to you... I thought about my past relationship. I used to love K with all my innocent, but now I love you with all my heart. I am sorry if I'm not what you're looking for. But I'm working on myself at the same time, for me and for us. I really hope to be your special someone one day because ... I need you.